I did it, I can't believe I told her all that I did. But I did. Honest to the core as always, the truth hurts definitely but I couldn't care less anymore. On the verge of crying over nothing again. I won't shed a tear for someone who can't reciprocate the feelings I have no matter how much I feel for them. I won't. I refuse to. If you're reading this, I don't hate you. I'm just saving myself from further heartache.
Ran the usual 7 rounds around my estate again. This time, I could feel the wind against my face, the rain as it pitter pattered upon my skin and created little globules of dirt around the shin and calves. I heard the bark of the neighbour's pup and the silent hum of engine in the far distance as the cars entered through the main roads into the side roads that I ran on. The usual elderly strolling, seemed to be in better health. The kids were older, grown up, some were even attending my alma mater JC. I rounded the usual corners, the usual renovations were going on, if it wasn't this house it was the next.. They never ceased. The smell of grass at some points along the route, the stench of construction at others, the scent of incense from one particular house delving in natural therapy healing ... It was all much clearer now. The silent pretense of nothing more than a romance faded within that half hour.
I came back and reality seemed less harsh. Knowing that I was staying true to my feelings... seemed the best option.
Watching: Casino Royale -DVDRIP
Yes this is the kind of man I'd like to be. This particular one, not in comparison to the rest who were more playboyish.
Listening: The Pixies
What the hell are they singing?!?! Sounds good though.
Reading: Fleet Intelligence Slides.
Test coming ah!
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