I swapped duties with Kel for him to spend time with his woman on Valentine's. I've never regarded this day as special, everyday would've been special if I'd treasured them more. Oh well, I believe good things can last, but for a reason not so easy to explain. Things have taken a turn for the better, I look ahead and I see good things happening. "Strive for a future that you want" is what I tell myself. Hell my present state isn't all that bad. How can I strive for a "better" future? That's assuming the present is shit! Which in all senses, isn't. Whoever coined these phrases like "better future", "better woman" etc sure got it rough. Or maybe he was just being a weak minded gay fucker. In the end, your state of mind controls your thoughts. Don't ever let anyone else control you. Don't ever let anyone else dominate your actions. Even to my COs I state my mind and opinions, in a tactful manner of course. I'll continue more later. Headed out to the pool for Scuba Review with Les, it shall be my first breath of compressed air since July. I need the weightlessness in the water to feel at ease again.
"After the Scuba Review..."
I still got it. I guess I feel most alive underwater, I breathe again.
There shan't be any lookbacks or review of the mbm's today, did nothing much for duty hence the lack of updates. Duty. Ensuring the safekeeping of the warships of my country. I'm glad there are people who are thankful for it.
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